Friday, April 22, 2011

"..pages from my dairy.."

6 April 2011

15th day in hostel and I cried few hours back. Not because I miss home or my family. This place is more like home. Uncle and Aunty are really sweet. And Srishti, Anubha and Divya treat me like their little sister. Actually I cried because it's been more than 3 days and Saket is neither replying to my texts nor to my phone calls. I am worried and I feel like may be he or his family has got into some sort of trouble. I cried because I feel like may be he is alone. I hope he is fine and I hope to see him soon.

P.S. Its a sheduled post. I wrote this in my hostel 

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

awards!! :D

I was awarded by et really long back V_V 
Thanks et ^_^ Sorry I'm posting it now D: I was busy with school stuffs =( 

Ummm I have few awards that I would like give.
Best blog award 
goes to:

The adorable blog award
goes to:

Last but not the least 
The Lovely blog Award 
 goes to:
All my 162 followers ^_^ You guys mean a lot to me. I have learn a lot through your blogs. :3 Thanks for being with me and guiding me. 

Sunday, April 17, 2011


A nightmare haunting my mind,
Waiting for your call and being blind.
I cried a silent tear, 
for this weird fear.
I know you are in trouble,
May be you need me,
But my lips tremble.
I'll hurt you more,
and make your heart sour,
One day you'll know,
that I care,
You will miss me,
But I won't be here..

Friday, April 15, 2011

" won't understand.."

It's not that easy as it seems,
Reality is hundred times bitter than dreams,
Thought of loosing someone close to heart,
and the one who has a vital part,
is worse than a nightmare.
I don't really show that I care,
but trust me, only I can understand that pain better.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

"..I miss you more.."

Its been a while since I have cried,
and I've lied,
again that I am fine,
Finally I've found the perfect line.
No enmity,
and a weird sanity in me,
Silence and distance assassinating soul,
More weird to see me, trying to discover a prior role,
Not alone anymore but still I miss you more,
Enchanting memories and primitive theories,
playing with my mind every now and then,
Now I wanna fall asleep and never wake up again.

P.S. Its a sheduled post. I wrote this poem a while back in hostel when I was missing Saket. I even cried and no that fool doesn't know that I cried for him! *sigh*

Monday, April 11, 2011

"'ll never know.."

He had never loved me,
I was being blind,
I am the one who was,
building up dreams new,
reality says no happy hue; 
and now falling apart,
with a broken heart.
Its hard to breath,
suffocating truth,
keeps on hurting.
Ohh it's so sad
you'll never know,
You were something that I never had,
You go on wishing,
I don't know,
where I'm heading. 
But it would be somewhere
you'll never know. 

P.S. sorry I haven't been on lately. I had my board exams and then next day I went to Bhilai. For coaching?!! v.v I had my IIT exams yesterday. And I am going back to hostel again today. Would make some auto post. So my blog wouldn't be dead. Ohh btw I have got some new followers ^_^ Thanks for following me. I'll follow you back.